Love is cruel


Torture
The same as wanting to know a secret
Wanting what you can't have,
Like the feel of desperation

Fallen tears
For one person
In hopes of them knowing you exsist
Like a cry of help

Lust
Fake love is the element
So much lust around the world
Like an idol of truth

love
The kind i have for you
Is were i cannot speak
Like i was when you said i could not have you
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Can you hear me?


As i yell, i watch you ignore me
I ask myself, can you hear me?
I have fallen, i need some support
I beg to god you can hear me

I need support, can't you see?
Or do you just keep ignoring me,
I yell louder, but you still dont see
I am in pain, agony

Fallen on this earth from the weight
The weight of society, i ask for a hand
I scream for your hand, but you do not see
I have fallen on this earth,

From the yelling, i am tired
No energy left to yell
Then i see you turn to me
I cannot say 'help'

I am to tired from the fall
I am to tired from the yell
I yell again for your support
Used up all of my energy

I watch you walk away
In dissapointment, i close my eyes
Wait for another one like you
No one comes, i wait for death.
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Wasted life


I did not mean to ruin your life
I merly showed up one day,
You engrossed yourself with an obbsession
You ruined your own life,
I stood by and watched...
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Sugar Coded World


Unshield my eyes, i am ready
there is nothing that i fear
I am god in my eyes
let me go into the world

See, i am free?
there is nothing to fear
wait, your hands are still on my eyes
let me go

i ask one more time,
this is all i want,
nothing more from you now,
let me go

why will you not let me go
atleast move one finger
let me see the true world
there, let me see a little peek

let me back into your arms,
i am done with the world
i need your hands for my eyes
the world is not forgiving
give me your hands, i am not ready.
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